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29 April 2017 @ 12:06 am
Must Love Girls [Part Two]  

Title: Must Love Girls [Part Two]

Pairing(s): TaengSic

Rating/Genre: PG-13; Girl-Meets-Dog-And-Girl

Disclaimer: I don't own Soshi. I don't own anyone, in fact. All Fiction.

Chap. Summary: Taeyeon opens up more to Jessica, despite her fears.

Author's Notes: Wow, I forgot how accomplished I feel posting weekly. As a reminder, this is a multishot, so it should go for about six chapters? That’s what’s on the outline so far, at least. :33 Leave a comment if you can~

Shout out to yuukistar22 for a reference she'll know when she sees it. ;DDD

✽ ✽ ✽

In an unforeseen turn of events, Taeyeon roused from bed…smiling. Eyelids low, but free of sleep. Bleached hair not a complete morning disaster. Her shower didn’t scald her to kingdom come before she flexed the knobs just right. She devoted fifteen minutes to grab breakfast: half a French toast bagel. Made of bread, carbs. Real food.

On her train commute, she wasn’t sandwiched into uncomfortable angles. The office’s pervert doorman (known to ogle women through security monitors) got the boot. Cubicle hours sped by in scrolling, documented intervals. Her born-again manager’s daily salvation speech got drowned out by Spotify playing the most unskippable mix of EDM into her earbuds.

It was Thursday.

A good day.

Taeyeon remembered to pack an extra set of clothes--jeggings, a pawprint-ready t-shirt, her trusty Keds--for 6:30. 6:30 with Diglett. Ahem, Lennon. Lennon, the peanut butter to her lonely jelly.

She even gathered the nerves to clock out forty minutes early. Her manager almost impeded her escape, a sanctimonious lecture at the tip of his tongue, until Taeyeon smiled. Bidding him a ‘blessed night’ in pandering finesse.

He held the elevator door for her.

Taeyeon browsed her once-beloved pet store. She hadn’t dipped a toe in there since Diglett’s accident. The little bugger would sniff dutifully through every single aisle, pinkish nose roving to a stop for his favorite smells. One of many being a display of rawhide treats.

Tears welling, the grieving woman brought a bag to a checkout line. Eyes fluttering to the ceiling whenever customers sauntered by with their living, breathing dogs.

These were big steps. Elephantine steps.

All for Lennon.

And at 6:30, with a goofy pup grin and wiggly spins, he hailed her arrival. That is, the dog and Jessica, his reserved owner.

As the Corgi-Aussie glossed Taeyeon’s cheek in juicy licks, Jessica maintained distance. Typing on her iPhone, rummaging through Lennon’s travel tote, running a thumb across her short, manicured fingernails in teal flicks. Looking goddamned bored out her mind. Taeyeon sneaked glimpses at her, concluding the woman radically different from a ‘dog person.’

Lennon, in contrast, hailed their visitor like a romantic. All the kisses Taeyeon wanted (needed, to be frank). The clever animal nosied into her purse, unearthing the paper sack of rawhide.

“I bought him low risk, natural treats. Hope that’s okay,” Taeyeon mentioned, praying the spoiling wouldn’t stop here. She had oodles of love (and bank) to shower on little Lenny.

Jessica detached the sunglasses from her collar. “I trust you won’t poison him.”

Taeyeon would never poison Lennon.

Never, never.

It’d obviously been a joke. Yet, sentimental tears crept down Taeyeon’s cheek. If Lennon died, he’d mirror Diglett in his final minutes on this earth. His laboured breath slowing to a standstill, unfocused stare to where she hoped was an afterlife for dogs. A heaven full of slow squirrels, tummy-scratching technology, endless sausages, and no jackass motorists to harm any of them again.

“What’s the matter?”

In those long seconds, her creeping tears merged into a snotty, mascara-bleeding mess. Taeyeon licked her bottom lip, head shaking. “Can we do a lap around the park?”

Jessica drew a handful of napkins from Lennon’s tote. “Have these.”

Two fresh packs of tissues sat in Taeyeon’s own bag, but she accepted the gesture out of courtesy. She attempted to muscle up a smile in exchange and failed terribly. Because the memories continued to form. The heartache, the sadness, the resentment invaded her skull, threatening to enable her dissociative state.

Maybe she’d been hasty. Venturing out again endangered Taeyeon. Meeting new people and exposing her heart to a dog that wasn’t hers could lead to a tremendous, irrevocable crash.

First loves were bound to end.

And some fools, like Taeyeon, wouldn’t earn a second.

“I...” She hiccupped. The fingers brushing Lennon’s pelt trembled. “I...won’t...”

Taeyeon sagged sideways onto a tree, ashamed of blubbering in front of another human. Ashamed for letting her cloak of normalcy slip from her shoulders. Ashamed for her wasted past.

Then, a set of fingers, light in weight and warm to the touch, found Taeyeon. It was Jessica’s. She smelled like roses.

Jessica softly said, “I brought Lennon’s yellow ball” like she was mediating a crazy lady.

Fitting. Taeyeon hadn’t expected this drama, either.

The hand that’d been stroking Taeyeon’s relayed the loop of the leash. It also pulled her off the tree.

“Shall we walk?” Jessica asked, stepping away.

No questions? No teasing? No what-in-the-hell-did-I-get-myself-into discussion?

Taeyeon stared, stunned.

Speechlessly, she followed Jessica’s lead through a block lush with greenery, high bar fences, and running space for Lennon, who’d been waiting patiently. A true gentleman through and through. A true Diglett.

Taeyeon tickled his pointed ear, giggling. He sure knew how to lift her spirits.

So, afterwards, she regained her composure and rewarded him with a hearty game of fetch.

✽ ✽ ✽

“What in the hell did I get myself into?”

Jessica leaned a cheek on her palm, enduring over an hour of Lennon and his playmate dirtying themselves in a field. For sure, those grass stains wouldn’t ever wash out of Taeyeon’s pants. She sighed, finding herself logically bewildered.

And illogically infatuated.

“Really?” Jessica groaned. “The stars aligned for this woman?”

She’d dated respectable professionals, for god’s sake! A sculptor, an architect! The pole-dancing Astrophysics major Krystal fawned over to this day. Why was Jessica Jung, bedder of the country’s most desirable women, wallflowering it up on a splintery park bench? In what depths had her self-esteem tumbled to feed off Taeyeon’s energetic sprints and scare glances? Weren’t there doctors to remedy this? A supplement she could scoop into her morning coffee?

Was Taeyeon even seducible? Or sexual?

Damn those bashful, watery eyes. And her gorgeous smile that’d been reserved for Lennon and only Lennon.

Nonetheless, Jessica would sooner pledge celibacy before reaching Fetch: Hour Three.

She advanced on the happy couple. Neither seemed to have lost steam, to her annoyance. Behind giant sunglasses, Jessica announced, “Break time. It’s going on two hours.”

“is it?” Taeyeon asked without meeting her eye.

“Yes. Lennon’s probably thirsty.”

“Good thinking.”

“A store nearby sells an obscenely extensive ice cream selection.” Jessica pointed. “I’ll treat you to a cone, if you’d like.”

“I wish those places supplied dog ice cream, too. A kickass recipe online uses pumpkin purée, bananas, and plain yogurt as a base. You ever consider blending some for Lenny?”

This bitch (no pun intended) was enraging.

So, how come Jessica wanted to yank Taeyeon in by her grass-stained pant loops and go to town?

“Sure. Until then, will you partake?” The overcast night sky did nothing to the humidity. She fanned herself, fighting a sweat.

“No, thanks.” Taeyeon re-fastened Lennon’s leather leash. “C’mon, boy! Wanna take five?”


Jessica purchased a Melona bar and bottle of water for her and Lennon, respectively. As stubborn as before, Taeyeon refused her second and third offer for a cool snack. She unloaded a collapsible dog dish from his bag, filled it to the brim, and patted the bench for Taeyeon to take a fucking seat instead of standing wait until Lennon finished drinking.

Taeyeon sat. Which didn’t stop her from vocally marveling at how Lennon licked his lips in messy intervals. Or how the park lights oranged onto his fur just so.

Mystified, Jessica nibbled her ice cream. Building the guts to ask, “Are you single, Taeyeon?”

The acidity in Taeyeon’s reply was unmistakable. “Isn’t it obvious?”

“Not really,” Jessica lied. “I’m curious about your social life.”

“Figment of your imagination.”


“I make disappointing company, I told you. Even for myself.”

“Then, that makes two of us.”

In response, she met Jessica’s playful grin. A trace of a smirk spasmed at the corner of Taeyeon’s lips. Awkwardly, fleetingly. Back down to a soft pout. “I can’t imagine that.”

Was that flattery? “It’s true. Can you believe we spend a heinous fraction our adult years deteriorating in an office? I drag myself home each evening just to bore myself to sleep.”

“How can you be bored with Lennon around?”

Of course. Lennon inevitably mentioned.

Jessica shrugged, tasting a melting edge of melon. “He’s a pick-me-up. Can’t substitute human affection.”

“That’s debatable.”

“Agree to disagree,” she conceded, fearing Taeyeon too unstable for a friendly argument. “Have you been single for a long time?”

Taeyeon poured Lennon a second helping of water. “Have you?”

“A year.”


And there, the conversation could’ve waned. Jessica, however, fought her damnedest. She surveyed the park for any appendages to the ‘single or not’ subject, twisting antsy fingers through her hair. Once something (thank goodness) sprouted to mind, she coyly nudged an elbow into Taeyeon’s. “I bet your ex is hot.”

Taeyeon tapped the toes of her Keds together. “What makes you think that?”

‘Because you’re hot, you dummy,’ Jessica swished in thought, opting instead to ask, “How about him?”

Following Jessica’s subtle nod at a jogger zipping by in black Nikes, Taeyeon raised an eyebrow. The twitch was slight and flung a variety of meanings around their quiet space on the bench.

“Did your ex look like him?” Jessica pressed. She needed to know.


“Him?” She arched her chin at a leaner, tanner man hoisting his daughter to a water fountain. Amongst a host of things, Taeyeon captivated Jessica. Her blink-and-you’ll-miss it facial queues weren’t irritating. They were sensitive, beguiling, promising. Jessica ate more her Melona, imagining something sweeter. Like Taeyeon’s lips.

Lips that pinched into a cute little bow. “Longer hair.”

“Like Mr. Man Bun over there?”

Seemingly more relaxed, Taeyeon leaned to see, placing a hand onto the backrest of the bench. Her thumb innocently grazed Jessica’s back, nearly sending the woman into a Gone with the Wind-level swoon. “Which one?”

“That hairstyle’s quite popular, isn’t it?” Jessica laughed, noting two men with their dark hair knobbed into bands. “Um, the one at the east entrance with the mustache. Are you into facial hair?”

Taeyeon’s adorable cringe could melt a boulder. “No, thank you.”

This close, Jessica could easily press their lips into one. Her breath staggered. “But, it’s groomed so well.”


“So, the other Man Bun? In the cargo shorts?” Jessica hoped he hadn’t left because nothing allowed her head to turn away and check. Taeyeon’s every blink, every muscle movement spelled out a story.

And none of those stories were disappointing.

“Do you always...” Taeyeon swallowed, apparently noticing their proximity. She stalled for a beat as their gazes matched in a simple sweep. Then, started again. “Jessica, you...”


“You smell like roses.”

If humans could choke on compliments, Jessica’s cheeks would’ve blued by now. She murmured, “I do?”

“Guy in the cargo shorts, you said?” Taeyeon asked in an obvious pivot. “Ah, he’s handsome.”

“But?” She proffered the last bit of her Melona. It wedged perfectly in the middle of its stick.

Taeyeon finally accepted. “But...”

Jessica dangled on the line that was Kim Taeyeon’s confession. She couldn’t articulate why she predicted a confession besides the way Taeyeon distracted herself. By poking Lennon’s butt with her dingy shoe, spinning the popsicle stick, and faking a feeble cough.

“Taeyeon,” she tried again. “Is he too handsome?”

“He’s too...” Taeyeon lapped a dot of green from her knuckle. Jessica blushed. “He’s too him.”

Too him? As in too male?

Maybe fate hadn’t tarnished Jessica’s chances after all.

So, as Taeyeon finished their ice cream, Jessica motioned to the shadiest part of the field. There, a curvy yoga-phile in god’s gift of skin-tight rayon stretched like a lengthy, sexy pro. “Would she and your ex have any similarities?”

The gronde’s face fell. As if she’d been busted for a crime.

“Does she resemble your ex, Taeyeon?”

Clumsily, Taeyeon scrabbled to her feet, unclipping Lennon’s leash from the bench arm. The poor woman’s face had gone haunted, so pale against the night sky.

She probably didn’t come out often, Jessica guessed as she added, “I don’t mind, you know. It’s okay.”

That was an understatement, practically an alternative fact. She was ready to throw her own parade of rainbow floats, go-go dancers, and boob confetti.

“Oh,” Taeyeon answered. On the verge of a panic attack, her trembling hands betrayed. “Sorry.”

“Your ex. Was she that flexible?”

Tugging Lennon to the grass, Jessica couldn’t miss the reply that would supply her with a thousand dirty fantasies until they’d hang out again: “I wish.”

✽ ✽ ✽

Taeyeon wanted to throw up. Her day should’ve been a succulent one, rich with positivity, confidence, Lennon, and a fetching workout. Then, she had to cry. And later, reveal her sexuality in categorically the most transparent way.

Why the hell couldn’t she protect her feelings? For a day, even?

As her mind’s ticker tape recapped the dreaded sequence of events, Taeyeon’s eyes watered in embarrassment. It was nobody’s business which sex she fancied. She navigated these waters daily, avoiding any potentially out-y topic or mannerism. Hell, she’d extinguished her wardrobe of plaid months ago. It wasn’t like she had somebody to be a lesbian with anymore.

Alas, for some stupid reason, Taeyeon told a near stranger that she smelled like roses.

Flippin’ roses. Essentially flirting.

Taeyeon wiped her brow, stressed. Her instincts auto-warned her to put on her straight armor, to huddle under the lavender blanket of assumed heterosexuality. Jessica wouldn’t have been the wiser. All the lady asked was if that greasy-haired man reminded Taeyeon of her ex.

Omitting the truth would’ve prevented this. It wouldn’t jeopardize her time with Lennon.

What if Jessica responded badly, contorting her face in disgust? Information Age or not, many people her age feared the unknown, the outliers. Something as trivial as two female figures atop of a wedding cake could turn acquaintances into their bigoted relatives.

Jessica didn’t freak out, though. An ally.

As they ended the short walk back to Jessica’s building, Taeyeon built up the courage to say, “Thanks for the swell evening.”

Swell?! Had Mickey Mouse possessed her?

“No problem,” Jessica replied in a deep sigh. “Lennon’s going to miss you.”

Lennon’s silver eyes twinkled in the streetlamp light. Panting, tap dancing in place. Being characteristically amazing.

“I’ll miss you more,” Taeyeon whispered, bowing down for his warm kisses. “So, so much more.”

Her eyes now watered for Lennon. For Diglett. She stroked behind his ears slowly, likening the feel to short tufts of satin. She cooked up a farewell talk.

But, she could’ve voice it.

Saying goodbye to this precious, perceptive creature triggered Taeyeon. Froze her in place. Lodged her tongue to the roof of her dry mouth. Her ears knelled, ringing the tolls of depression in her immediate future. Loneliness awaited her in a cold apartment without real food. Life would return to its regularly scheduled programming starring Kim Taeyeon, the sorriest leading lady.

Maybe she’d stick to Pet Mourners Anonymous. There, she’d be able to cope. Or, run the illusion of coping as some old sap reads chronicles of his dead iguana. At least in the safe confines of a closed coffee house, she’d be flanked by those who loved animals.

Taeyeon eyed Jessica’s fur-less designer denim and pristine Stan Smiths. Hard to picture her emphatically scratching Lennon’s tummy, making him feel valued.

“He can keep the toys,” Taeyeon muttered, “and the rawhide. I won’t be using them.”

Jessica recovered a ring of keys from her clutch. The bag from the pet store swung on her arm like a pendulum. “He’ll maul them in your hallowed absence.”


“Will you be okay?”

“Probably not.”


Taeyeon stood, clapping her hands clean. “Lennon’s a great dog.”

Jessica’s eyes stayed fixed on Taeyeon. “What will make you okay? Anything I can do?”

“Nothing,” she answered without hesitation. “There’s nothing you or anybody can do for me. Don’t even waste your time.”

Something similar to hurt flashed across Jessica’s face. Her shoulders tensed. Small lips ticked unpleasantly, dark hair blew over her eyes from the breeze. “Well, if that’s how you feel.”

Guilt hit Taeyeon like a brick and she couldn’t decide why.

Actually, she could. Jessica didn’t have to invite her along today and she chose to, anyway. She allowed Taeyeon quality hours with Lennon, to be herself again.

Jessica hardly illustrated an ideal dog parent, yet she worked well enough.

And Lennon loved her. That much was clear.

So, before she second-guessed it, Taeyeon gently caught Jessica by the wrist. As mannerly as possible, she spoke her heart. “My dog didn’t live to his second birthday. I couldn’t, um, even so much as consider adopting another dog for personal reasons that...” She tightened her fingers on the silky skin. “You provide a happy medium. I’m lucky to get to know Lennon and a bit of you, too. Thank you, Jessica.”

Jessica’s eyes were wary; they searched Taeyeon’s for a prolonged moment until she answered, “Lennon and I go to the park every Thursday. Are you free?”

“For him, anything.”

“Thought so.”

A final goodbye didn’t happen! In a leap for pure euphoria, Taeyeon stole the leash from Jessica’s limp grip and danced circles with her Diglett clone. She’d managed to speak her mind. To get what she wanted. Which was Lennon excitedly hopping to his hind legs, begging her to scoop him into a paw-ish hug. Damn, this dog was perfect.

Things were looking up.

[A/N]C'mon. How could Jessica resist this?

Current Mood: dorkydorky
Current Music: Apink- NoNoNo
astro24astro24 on April 29th, 2017 04:20 am (UTC)



wow!!!! i totally love the story!!!! T_T it's so cute and light and it makes me happy to read a taengsic fic again. LOL i think, taeyeon + dogs is my new favorite, LOL i mean??? CUTENESS OVERLOAD!!!! oh god, i feel like i'm spazzing too much. lol i haven't been leaving any comments for the past months and this feels so???????? nice. wonderful. LOL i'm sorry for being dramatic. hahahaha i guess i just missed your stories too much! XD i'm so glad to hear from you these days. hehehehe :)

anyway!!!!! i can't wait on what's going to happen next!!!! >.< jessica should step up her game. lenny is definitely winning in the kissing category. and totally winning taeyeon's heart. LOL ah. can i just say again how i'm SO in love with this story? LOL okay, i will just stop right here. hahahaha tbh, at the last scene, i thought taeyeon was going to ask jessica out (with lenny as the reason LOL). but anyway!! your stories never disappoint!! hehehe horay!!!! i will be cheering from here~~~ XD

Edited at 2017-04-29 06:15 am (UTC)
checkinyourbra: taeyeon01checkinyourbra on May 5th, 2017 05:55 am (UTC)
ULTIMATELY DISTRACTED BY A NEW UPDATE. I mean, that's a mighty big compliment to yours truly. ^^

Ooooo you're a fan of lesbians (TAEYEON) with dogs, too?? Yeeeeeyyyyyy

Greener Grass really amped up the emotions, so I think everyone deserves something light again. And, I mean, I wrote WGTG. It's a pleasure to return to silly scenarios and 'why are these dum dums into each other' storylines. With a doggy! Thus, the cuteness overload you mentioned!

You can't spazz too much, Astro! This is a pro-spazz space.

jessica should step up her game.-- I think Jessica's realizing that tactics used on "normal" women isn't gonna fly on Kim Taeyeon. As you've mentioned, Lennon's kissing count's surpassing Jessica's measly um....zero. LOL

Keep being in love with this storyyyyy. You still have some chapters to go!

i thought taeyeon was going to ask jessica out (with lenny as the reason LOL)-- Hahaha nice motive, but I think Taeyeon's too self-involved to even notice Jessica rn. xDD

Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~
(no subject) - astro24 on May 27th, 2017 12:04 pm (UTC) (Expand)
I la- la- la- love youregreted on April 29th, 2017 04:27 am (UTC)
Gooooooooooood i remembered!!!
checkinyourbra: krystal01checkinyourbra on May 5th, 2017 05:08 am (UTC)
HUZZAH!!!! <33333
하류: pic#126417761cateyes330 on April 29th, 2017 04:34 am (UTC)
I'm back to save my spot. BRB!!!


Two things on my mind for this update. 1. why is Jessica so... what's the right word to describe her... nonchalant? Chill? Patient? Somewhere along the line of these adjectives that I can't seem to actually grasp. She's really going out of her way for Taeyeon and I get that Taebae is very attractive but still lol maybe I'm just being too logical right now, but damn. If I met some emo stranger who's really into my dog, I would stay the fuck away. haha ಥ_ಥ god I sound like a terrible human.

2. I'm sensing more to Taeyeon's issue than just her dead Diglett (btw totally love the names to all pets here). I think it has something to due with her being in the closet. When Jessica asked her about her ex, Taeyeon was just very emotional (。 ́︿ ̀。) makes me sad because this shit is reality for a lot of people.

Anyway, their relationship is developing (although it's more like Jessica is third wheeling). So yay! I'm happy just for that lol as always, thanks for the update!

Edited at 2017-05-02 05:01 pm (UTC)
checkinyourbra: jessica05checkinyourbra on May 5th, 2017 06:01 am (UTC)
You're always game for TaengSic, of course! :DDD

1. Hahahhahaahahaaaa have I not written such a patient/chill/indescribable Jessica before? Let's see. Right after she considers sticking herself back into the dating life, Taeyeon shows up next to her doggy. Maybe she sees it as a sign and puts in the extra work? Or, she likes the chase? We'll see.

If I met some emo stranger who's really into my dog, I would stay the fuck away. haha ಥ_ಥ god I sound like a terrible human-- hahahhaa you're not terrible. Judging by these comments, you're in good company!

2. Ooooo smarty. There's more to Tae than the surface pet-mourning side, I'll hand you that. ((Thank youuuu for liking the pet names!)) Ughhhhh I live that closet reality for most of my family and it really does a number to you. :<

Stay tuned for more Jessica third-wheelin'! Hahaha. Thank youuuuuu for enjoying, bb~~
(Anonymous) on April 29th, 2017 06:42 am (UTC)
Minutes after reading, I suddenly laughed out loud. "I'm reading a story about a love triangle between two girls and a dog." Idk, it just sounds so funny in my head. Thanks for this, and for comming back! Saturdays are gonna be awesome now.
checkinyourbra: sooyoung02checkinyourbra on May 5th, 2017 05:10 am (UTC)
HAHHAHAHA. I hadn't used the words aloud until I started posting this, but you're right. This is, indeed, a love triangle! I'm crossing the species line in the least gross way, at least. :DDD

Awesome Saturdays! Yaaaaaaayyy

Thankssss, babessss~~~
wondertae13: Jessicawondertae13 on April 29th, 2017 08:17 am (UTC)
This is getting so much cuter every chapter <333 And all the Taengisc feels omg. The story just makes me so happy for some reason

I love Jessica in the story, wish we'd know more about her. And Taeyeon... omg she's the real puppy here

What got you to write a girl-meets-dog-and-girl fic? It's lovely, but it feels like a love triangle of sorts. I'm enjoying it

"Your ex, was she that flexible?" "I wish" akfjbjnflfa omg

Thank you;; amazing as always

Edited at 2017-04-29 08:20 am (UTC)
checkinyourbra: taeyeon04checkinyourbra on May 5th, 2017 06:07 am (UTC)
Wondertae!!! *waves frantically*

Let me take a moment out to drool at that Jessica icon. I lahhhhhhvvv #bossbitch Jung.

We'll be more of Jessica's perspective next chapter, I believe. Taeyeon IS the real puppy. No wonder Jessica wants to keep her close. hehe

I realized I enjoy reading stories about pretty lesbians with pets. However, I haven't stumbled upon this love triangle-type of story before. No idea how I spiraled into this one, tbh! Thanks for liking it nonetheless!

That 'akfjbjnflfa omg' is necessary. ;DD

Hehehehe until next update, sweets <333
(Anonymous) on April 30th, 2017 06:47 pm (UTC)
First and foremost, "This bitch (no pun intended) was enraging." AHHAHAAHAHAHHA. BB Y U DO???
I laughed so hard cus that's what I think every time someone owns a female dog...that person has a bitch HAHA. Wait, is Lennon a bitch but has a male name cus why the hell not and Jessica just dgaf?

"Because you’re hot, you dummy,"
"So, how come Jessica wanted to yank Taeyeon in by her grass-stained pant loops and go to town?". Goooooorlllllll

"Your ex. Was she that flexible?” GOOOOORRRRLLLLLLLL *aims fire hose in her direction"

"There, a curvy yoga-phile in god’s gift of skin-tight rayon stretched like a lengthy, sexy pro" THEN KWON YURI TURNED HER HEAD AND FLASHED THEM A DEADLY SMILE. Why you no give me dat??? >:((((

Bb! This is getting more and more entertaining by the chapter (and back with dem quotes again!). Taeyeon, where to start witchu. She'd legit freak me out, even if she's a cat lady. She'd be that hot woman whom people whispers "psychooooo" in a sing a song-y everywhere she walks by. Ice cream for dogs?? Gooorlllllll, and just her general reaction and demeanor. Or maybe I'm the bitch here...welp ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I seriously can't see Jessica owning a dog irl, she's a cat person through and through, and a cat personified. She be like, Imma make sure your food and water never runs out but you see, I have a certain boundaries here and I know you are too looool.

Also, this is why it is called a fiction...cus one will never have the luxury of a hot woman dropping in front of her outta nowhere, Mr Bean style :'((((

Moar thirsty!Jessica, unstable!Taeyeon and non-binary Diglett/Lennon (Dignon? read like fillet mignon LOL) pleaaaaaseeee :-*
checkinyourbra: tiffany03checkinyourbra on May 5th, 2017 06:20 am (UTC)
HAHAHAHAH YOU LIKE THE BITCH JOKES??? SO DO I. Welp, Lennon baby is def a male and I'm prettyyyyyyy sure Jessica was referring to Taeyeon for that line. Yet, it honestly could work for either on of them, since they're icing Jessica out. hahahaha

Don't chu Goooooorlllllll me! //feigns purity//


I mean, if you want to pretend it's Yuri, you may. IF I MENTIONED IT BEING YURI, IT'D TOTALLY DERAIL THE STORY. FOCUS, DINOSAUR.

She'd be that hot woman whom people whispers "psychooooo"-- Yo, you ain't even lying. LOL. Tae would be sus irl.

Or maybe I'm the bitch here...welp ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ -- I mean you said it, not me. HA. KIDDING. //forces a hug//

JESSICA IS SUCH A CAT PERSON. For personality AND pet style. Which makes this story even more fun. Taeyeon's not lying when she questions Jessica's dog person-ness.

this is why it is called a fiction...cus one will never have the luxury of a hot woman dropping in front of her outta nowhere, Mr Bean style :'(((( ..... ;____; the truth hurts.

You shall get more! HAHAHAH DIGNON. I pronounced it the French way, too. B)

Thanksssss for commenting, bb <33333
(no subject) - (Anonymous) on May 14th, 2017 04:52 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(Anonymous) on May 2nd, 2017 11:05 am (UTC)
Hngggg it's yoongsus your bb
This made me sad bc I think of the worst scenarios and I always think about what would happen if my dog died :((((
But ungh I haven't read a good fic in a long time my lingerie bb *^*
Poor Jessica and her pent-up tension, lol. I recently got rejected by my best friend/future roommate and she was playing with my dog the other day and I related with Jessica so much LOL.
Miss you I'm so happy you're writing again MUAH
checkinyourbra: yoona04checkinyourbra on May 5th, 2017 05:20 am (UTC)
Re: Hngggg it's yoongsus your bb


Already expecting the worst, eh? You're not the only one. Omggg have I ascended to boxxy's level? Where everyone expects me to flip the script and ruin lives?

//leaves room to laugh evilly//

Poor pent-up Jessica just needs a little lovin' and attention. And see?! You can completely relate. Y'all should create your own Anonymous group for this.

I'm happy to write this for my fic loverssss <3

Laters, bb~~~~~
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(Anonymous) on May 2nd, 2017 07:00 pm (UTC)


That Melona bar scene. Swoooooooooooooon.

They have such different rhythms. Taeyeon keeps flicking attention away from herself, a habit of the lonely. Her avoidance technique is like intervals of heavy silences in an otherwise blooming infatuation in Jessica's chest. Together, these add up to erratic ebbs and flows that swell to a climax: "He's too him." Aaaaaand my breathing slowed to a still.


Taeyeon's so hardbent on believing Jessica to be a certain way that although she observes vulnerability in J, it doesn't quite register. Yet another defensive maneuver. This girl, just wanna give her a big hug. But her nose and her lungs do what her brain refuses to do: breathe her in. Roses. (squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)

While Jessica practically needs a Heimlich. She's one thirsty dame HAHAHA. The smooth but difficult moves she's pulling out of her ass lol. She lives for a challenge, and oh, she's found the Big One. Nothing is simultaenously both easier or more difficult to approach than zero self-awareness. That begs the question, why didn't Jessica make a move?? I NEED TO KNOW WHAT J WAS THINKING ON THE WALK BAAAACK

Is her level of infatuation to the point that she can't calculate what to do next? Was she watching Taeyeon's stories unfold in the details of her face during that entire walk???? Holy. That would be next level. Or, is she sensing that Taeyeon is not allowing herself to be attracted to her? Orrrrrr, she's being gentle with Taeng, a shy gay that just came out to a stranger?? D'aawwwwwww

NOW I'M GONNA BE STUCK WONDERING ABOUT THIS UNTIL LE WEEKEND. I'm going to live through this. Might have to stock up on Melona bars. My blooming dessert budget, THANKS TO YOU D:
checkinyourbra: sunny02checkinyourbra on May 5th, 2017 06:46 am (UTC)
Hiiiiiiiiii \\o//

Yuuuuuussssss swoooooon along! Don't let Jessica do it alone. haha

They have such different rhythms. Taeyeon keeps flicking attention away from herself, a habit of the lonely. Like, that whole paragraph is amazing, Anonie. 'Different rhythms' describes them so well.

YES. I live for your not-breathing moments. SAVOR THEM.

((b-but don't die))

Taeyeon's so hardbent on believing Jessica to be a certain way that although she observes vulnerability in J, it doesn't quite register.-- Yes, yes, yes! //glances around the room to give you some sort of prize. Offers a clementine//


Omggggg this commentary is so good, bb. Insightful. :33

DON'T CHU CALL JESSICA A THIRSTY DAME. I MEAN...she is but, but, but she can't help it! ;___; She IS pulling these techniques out her ass, huh?! Get it together, Jung! And I'm so glad you pick up on the Big One aspect of Taeyeon. I mean, she's an actual challenge. I think next chapter addresses Jessica's hesitance next chapter.


Wonderrrrrrr all you want and I hope you and your amazing brain will return for this upcoming chapter! I'm so happy you stopped by!!!! <3

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(Anonymous) on May 3rd, 2017 10:40 pm (UTC)
YAAAS!! (02)
YAY! Love reading your new chapters and I'm so stoked that the next one is in like 2 days!! Onwards to my fangirling!

It was Thursday. It was a good day.

Lennon being super excited when Tae arrived.

… Boob confetti.

A heaven full of slow squirrels, tummy-scratching technology, endless sausages, and no jackass motorists to harm any of them again.

Her instincts auto-warned her to put on her straight armor, to huddle under the lavender blanket of assumed heterosexuality.

Yay! She’s eating a little more! Tae's image of Lennon’s hypothetical death is so sad. The coming out moment to Jess scene is very insightful to her character and super well done. Who was Tae’s EX, how long ago, why did they breakup, and will we see her in this story???? And dang Tae, so unintentionally smooth with “you smell like roses” line and taking Jess’ wrist at the end and thanking her.

Seems pretty cool about the whole “sad, beautiful stranger being in love with her dog more than her” thing. It makes me think of those divorce counseling scenes in movies where the couples are like “you never loved me as much as the dog!!”. The list of ladies Jess has dated is impressive — I love that you included the “pole-dancing Astrophysics major” one. LOL at Jess being like, “let me buy you ice cream!” and Tae’s like, “Nope, but you should make this special dog blend for Lennon when you get home. Anyways back to playtime. Bye!” XD.

I hope Taengsic’s relationship progresses well :D! Also, really random, but… if Lennon tragically dies, I will be SO MAD >:(!!! Still rooting for a “happy feels” ending for all parties involved ;P!

As always, thank you so much for updating. Looking forward to the next! And this is really silly and random, but seriously, the things I look forward to on the weekends lately are your updates, Attack on Titan, and Unnies Slam Dunk. No pressure to keep up with your posting sched or anything. Just waned you to know that your stories are always appreciated :). Thanks again!
checkinyourbra: jessica02checkinyourbra on May 5th, 2017 07:07 am (UTC)
Re: YAAAS!! (02)
I see an organized comment of yours! LET'S DO THIS.

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Awwww I love the It was a good day part, too. So simple, but it really sets the mood.

Lennon and Taeyeon= Da real OTP. Right now, at least. haha


Awwww and Taeyeon's emotional thoughts. You have a soft spot for bb. :)))

Thank you for being concerned about Taeyeon's eating habits. She surely needs a healthier diet. I mean, as the writer, I could just fix it, but what's the fun in that? Yeah, the image of Diglett dying is quite sad and...ugh, I've been through this. Seeing your dog die and being powerless. :( Woohoooo to a well done coming out scene! //pumps fist//

Who was Tae’s EX, how long ago, why did they breakup-- I like where your mind's going. //claps//

SMOOTH TAE. Makes you wonder how she acted before she lost Diglett.

Jessica's more than okay with this beautiful stranger. Hahaha. She has way more trust than others, that's for sure. HAHHAHA OMG THAT DIVORCE COUNSELING COMMENT. TOO TRUE.

“pole-dancing Astrophysics major”-- I'd typed this on a whim and suddenly wanted this to become a thing. hahaha

LOL Jessica can't even bring up simple ice cream without the topic pivoting to THE DOG.

if Lennon tragically dies, I will be SO MAD >:(!!-- .........//packs an emergency go-bag//

Thank youuuuu for always coming back! Feedback keeps me (and many writers) going! It's fuel to keep moving! AWWWWWWWW I'm immensely flattered to even be grouped with the likes of Attack on Titan and Unnies Slam Dunk :OOOOOOO I feel appreciated.

sataengsminion: .sataengsminion on May 5th, 2017 03:33 am (UTC)

I WANT TO BE LENNON! I'm sure Jessica wants that too. Girl just wants Taeyeon's attention. She can come meet Lean Cuisine any time. I'm really curious as to how Jessica will make Taeyeon open up to her. Clearly that girl has a lot of issues. But my girl Jessica, that woman's in heat.😂😂😂 I CANT BLAME YOU GIRL, TAEYEON IS ONE FINE PIECE OF ASS.

Flexible part tho 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) APPROVE 200 PERCENT!!!!!! 😏😏😏😏😏


checkinyourbra: taeyeon02checkinyourbra on May 5th, 2017 05:35 am (UTC)

Poor Jessica. I love picking on her characters. She's fun to tease. //smirk//

Taeyeon's surely a mixed bag. Speaking completely objectively (LOL I'M THE WRITER), I think Jessica may have to probe a bit more to keep Taeyeon's eyes on her. She seems persistent enough, at least.


Ayyyyyyyyy a fan of the flexibility. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Thank youuuuuuuuu, bb~~~~~

Edited at 2017-05-05 12:29 pm (UTC)
(Anonymous) on May 5th, 2017 10:24 am (UTC)
i'm laaaaate! anyways if i were jessica i'd sure be threatening taeyeon with lennon real quick, she sure is swooping ladies at her peak but taeyeon's a tough potato (irresistible potato she is 😳)

btw i'm glad you're back to your roots, not that i dont like your previous work (GG) which is kinda cute and dark but because there's no more dying/restart button here 😤 !!

oooooh now i'm scurrred and triggered, you're so good at this bra :>
checkinyourbra: sunny01checkinyourbra on May 6th, 2017 03:54 am (UTC)
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SHOOKETH Anon returns! :DDD

Not too late, bb! I'm just updating as we speak. Hehehe. A few minutes 'til the next part!

Taeyeon really is a tough potato. Jessica surpasses us all in patience. Maybe she has to evolve in her swooping abilities......unless Tae's not swoopable? D:

HAhahaha I will not be killing Jessica or Taeyeon off in this fic, rest assured. <333

TRIGGERED. xDD SawrrrryyyyyY~~~
(Anonymous) on May 7th, 2017 09:57 am (UTC)
jessica's in too deep omg
true that jessi smells like roses. let me smell her too!
taeyeon can be obliviously romantic if she weren't that reclusive she'd make a lot of people fall for her.
lennon's the cutest pup ever. diglett too!
gah this is the cutest!!!
checkinyourbra: jessica01checkinyourbra on May 7th, 2017 02:51 pm (UTC)
Re: jessica's in too deep omg
Jessica's in waaaaayyyy too deep. Only that can explain why she sticks around for all this. xDDD

Very true. Taeyeon has the potential to be a smooooooth customer. But, she has these emotional blocks. And Jessica can see past them~~

CUTE DOGGIES!!!! Wish they were real. :((